Integrative essay

I am a passionate businessman, was born in Lebanon, Western Asia, the Son of Rahif Abbas and Faye Zeebe. My parents were divorced soon after my birth, and I was raised by my father in Lebanon, initially. My life is going very smooth and calm. I love to cook food; mostly I cooked food with my father. Suddenly my life filled with insecurity and loneliness. My father mostly came late. I was very upset. I have nothing to do at home. Some time I started shouting but, gradually time passes. Then, I started my high school.

When, I was in high school I never thought about what I wanted to be in the future. As, my life was boring, I have nothing to do with the study, as I do not have any future plan at the start, but, still I love to study, because there is something that changes my mind. Study also takes time, usually I felt like while studying time passes fast. I entered ALU (Abraham Lincoln University); finally I am in University, I feel like that I am elder enough. In the University, all the courses I took were engineering classes.

Though I do not have any future plans but, still I have selected the engineering as my field. You can say that I love to study I am enjoying in studying these courses. Somehow, it seems like that there is something other than my loneliness. I personally felt it was my inner capabilities that I mold automatically, whatever position. In life, there are always ups and down that I have experienced through my life. Unfortunately, the life turns to the downward position and again, there is something that makes feel sad. I have to stop my studies. You can say that I could not continue my studies.

The reason of not continuing my studies is I do not have any other source of income to continue my studies. My father sent me money, and from that money, I paid the fees of my college. Still I do not know what were the reasons, my father stop sending me money. He not only stopped sending me money but also he completely finished all contact with me. At that time, I was upset. I tried hard to find them, and I made every possible effort contact them, but I failed. I had no other option except to do a part time job, but at that time, I get a full-time job. I had to discontinue my studies and to do a full-time job for my survival. The basic reason of not continuing my studies is that I was a kid at that time. I do not know how to manage studies and job both at the same time.

Therefore, I could not continue because I had to work full time in order for me to survive. I was totally lost that what to do. In the end, I had to leave school and work as a dishwasher than I was ...