Autobiographical Research Paper

Autobiographical Research Paper

There are many angles from which to view this book and I would like to touch on a few of them. To examine them from a white, mono-racial point of view may seem inadequate and draw criticism. What do I know about being black or 'passing'? Would some people disregard anything I might have to say because I could not possibly have sympathy for, or empathy with, the black in America? It was once mentioned to me that I really had no need to know what it is like to be black, because I ruled the country. I recognize that as an opinion that exists in the world, possibly even a valid opinion. However, I believe it is important to understand our fellow man, and I reject the notion that one must be some thing in order to understand that thing, or that one must experience some thing in order to feel that experience in a legitimate way.

There are many whites who have no problem seeing that it is more difficult to grow up black in America, who can feel with regret the vestiges of racism still lingering in our country. We seethe with anger when we see movies depicting the tortuous existence of blacks in pre-Civil War or post-Civil War South. We cringe with shame when we see our television screens almost completely dark in the aftermath of a disaster that seemed to strike so many poor blacks so much harder than the rest. There are whites who abhor racism out of an insulted sense of justice, and those who simply feel 'white guilt'. It may be true as some have said that the black people of this country know and understand white people better than the white people know and understand them. But my feeling is that this is a statement with as clear a position of bias as any other that can be made. For what is prejudice but a judging of another without knowing their true thoughts, motives, and values? That said, I think I agree that many people simply don't 'get it' when it comes to things outside of their own sphere of understanding. As people, we are somewhat limited by the experience of events and people we are exposed to, and some of us are less exposed than others.

What is 'passing'? Is 'passing' pretending to be something you're not? Or is it pretending not to be something you are? Is it hiding ones true nature, or a part of it, for the sake of the convenience of getting along? A few questions might help to clarify a definition. Could a gay person 'pass' for straight in order that they might avoid harassment? While there obviously could be some benefit to the gay person submerging their sexuality, I submit to the reader that this is not in the same category as the character in our book. For example, any of us if asked could go out on the street ...